Oh hello there.

Been pretty sidetracked lately.
Things are going pretty alright actually.

On a side note, Merry Christmas!
I got a GPS system from my parents.
So, I'll be making fun road trips.


More at a better time I suppose.
Au Revoir!

What now?

So, I'm currently purging my life of things that haven't gotten me anywhere. The list is as follows (on will probably grow)...

• World of Warcraft. I don't know what's going to occupy my free time now, but it's sure as hell isn't going to cost me $15 a month, nor am I going to spend every waking minute on it.
• My job. I'm trying to find a new job, trouble is...there are none. This is a work in progress.
• My weight. Time to say goodbye to being unhealthy, and hell...things will be better. Clothes, sex, and being around people. (Though, I'm not really too concerned about what people think about me and my appearances anymore).
• Junk food. Well, this kinda falls into the weight one...but, I felt it deserves to be noted.
• Unnecessary spending. How am I going to move far far away, and become happy with no money? OR go to school? OR support myself? Psssshhhht, a few posters are not worth it.

This change leaves me a little stressed, but excited, asking the question..."What now?"

I got sunshine, in a bag...

So, Happy Thanksgiving. A day of turkey, a docile mood, and leftovers for the next few weeks(Not saying that I'll end up eating any, seeing as I hate leftovers).

Today I helped my mom at work. She works at a vet clinic, and we had to take out all the dogs, as well as feed and water them. Which between the barks, nips, and spills, I have finally figured out that I really am not fond of dogs.

OH, and I am reading again. Last week I went and bought the book Uglies by Scott Westerfeld and Fight Club by Chuck Palahniuk. Uglies was pretty good for a 'teen-based' novel. Kind of a futuristic 'this may happen to the Earth' read (though, you'd have to get through half the book to realize it); I'm waiting for extra cash so I can buy the other two - Pretties, and Specials.

Now, Fight Club I've only begun...but already I can hear Edward Norton's voice narrating as if I'm watching the words dance across my eyes in that same doleful, yet dangerous tone of voice he had in the movie.

This is when I'd cry because right now, your life comes down to nothing, and not even nothing, oblivion.
Too much estrogen, and you get bitch tits.

Classic. I love it. I'm dying for another good read.

Top 5 things I want in the next 3 months

(in no particular order)

1. A GPS System.
2. More hours at work, or more money rather
3. For my boyfriend to drive/fly down to North Carolina, without hesitation, or fear of coinciding with other things that maybe going on.
4. A good credit history.
5. A few good movies.

"We are here on Earth to do good to others. What the others are here for, I don't know."
- W.H. Auden

Driving.

I think I'm going to drive there.
Suprise him.




I just wish he'd act the same way.
Or just send me that letter that I've always wanted...

My wildest dream...